Pilot of the Airwaves went on to become an enduring radio favourite, reaching No. 13 on the U.S. Billboard Hot 100, earning Dore the Record World New Female Artist of the Year, an ASCAP award and charting in Canada, Australia, and Europe.
It went viral on TikTok in mid-2023 and charted internationally. It got to #1 in Australia and the U.K.
The song title refers to a term for autumn in New England, the period after Halloween before the winter snow begins, which Kahan called “a time of transition” and “super depressing” as “it just means that winter is coming soon and it creates a lot of anxiety” and “nobody really likes it”.
Now I am stuck between my anger and the blame that I can’t face And memories are somethin’ even smoking weed does not replace And I am terrified of weather ’cause I see you when it rains Doc told me to travel, but there’s Covid on the planes
And I love Vermont, but it’s the season of the sticks And I saw your mom, she forgot that I existed And it’s half my fault, but I just like to play the victim I’ll drink alcohol ’til my friends come home for Christmas
So I thought that if I piled something good on all my bad That I could cancel out the darkness I inherited from dad No, I am no longer funny, ’cause I miss the way you laugh You once called me forever, now you still can’t call me back
Olivia Rodrigo did a cover. This should bring more attention to the original.
According to the journalist Alex Ross in 2001, “What set ‘Creep’ apart from the grunge of the early nineties was the grandeur of its chords—in particular, its regal turn from G major to B major. No matter how many times you hear the song, the second chord still sails beautifully out of the blue. The lyrics may be saying, ‘I’m a creep,’ but the music is saying, ‘I am majestic.’ …